it seems so unreal.. but i think i was the only one doubting myself all along. i tried to keep quiet about it just so it won't be that much embarrassing or disappointing if i failed. but i didn't fail- i actually got the position. unbelievable. :)

im finding it hard to believe not because i think i lack the abilities, but because it was a really tough competition. i had to psyche myself up that no matter how good i think i am, i cant always get what i want. i guess i had luck on my side this time.

im so touched with how much support and encouragement i got from my family, my supervisor, team mates, friends and ken. it's just so overwhelming to hear how much they believe in me. honestly, i'm still expecting i'd wake up and realize that it's all just a dream. haha. to all, thank you! shet parang nanalo lang sa famas. :D

i'll be starting by last week of august, so i still have one more week left being an agent. i never thought i would say this but, i will miss taking calls. yep, i'll miss the petiks time, the 3 days off.. and of course the people on the floor.

but then im excited - and nervous, too. excited that i would meet new people, nervous that i won't meet their expectations. at times i would suddenly think, what the hell did i just get myself into? haha!

good luck na lang sakin. :)